So long 2012.
I can’t complain too much. I have a good job and a wonderful family. In these times, these are the thing everyone wants. I don’t need piles of cash or a fancy car (though it would be nice!).
But, I miss something dearly – writing.
I spent all of 2012 working my butt off. I have a job that is demanding and stressful, but yet at the same time I find it to be very satisfying and fulfilling. Not many people can say that. However, it has taken up all of my time that isn’t filled with my family. My free time is relegated to time in front of the TV after my son has gone to bed. Lately it has been spent playing Rocksmith or in the last week, Assassin’s Creed III.
The urge to write is there, though. And lately, it has been making it’s presence felt.
I have a document with story ideas in it. Over the last couple of weeks, I’ve added about three pages to it. Each idea is anywhere between a sentence and a paragraph, but enough to help me work with it. The real key to that document isn’t the individual story ideas. It’s the possibility that those ideas can be combined into a totally off the wall idea that will make an awesome story. I have read many times in the past that writer’s best ideas didn’t come from the idea they had in the middle of the night, but rather when they merged it with an idea they came up with two years previous.
But I’m out of practice. And I hope that 2013 will allow me to get back into things. So, I have decided that there are some things I need to do to make that happen –
- Eliminate as many sources of negativity as I can. That includes cutting back my own innate negativity. I’m a pessimist, despite my best efforts to be otherwise.
- Manage my stress with exercise. My stress isn’t intolerable, but I feel it does limit my desire to do things and holds me back. So, I will make an honest effort to exercise and get my stress manageable. Oh yeah, it will make me healthier, too. 🙂
- Eat better. This goes in with the exercise. I really need to stop plowing through a Zaxby’s Nibblerz Meal with fries and a Diet Coke. I know, the diet drink makes it healthy, but it can’t do it all on its own. (I’ve always joked that I can eat whatever I want as long as I had a diet drink with it, as that made it healthy)
- Read more.
So, if I can accomplish these things, I can get back into the writing mindset. The words are there, and as my friend Dario likes to say, they will come in time. I feel I need to help them along if I ever want them to come forth.
And these aren’t resolutions, as I feel people make them with full intentions of breaking them. I’m merely setting goals, that I can meet at any time, be it in 2013 or beyond.